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漂泊在威尔士的Hark Huang面包会有的，只不过是时间问题 June 06 心痛的感觉我的要求真的不多,好好的在一起,忘记过去. 我可以原谅你所有的错,只要你能和他了断.时间,停留在第二天,我们重新手拉手的第二天.我一切幻想在你的选择下破灭.这一刻,我真的体会到了心痛的感觉.那不是突如其来的痛,而是我的心房被人一刀一刀割下的疼.我不是个完美的人,但我追求完美;我不是个总有空闲时间的人,但我愿意把仅有的空闲拿来陪你.我不是一个认输的人,但当我留着泪在你耳边说求求你的时候,我不后悔,因为我在努力争取和你在一起. 我面无血色的收拾自己的东西,我头晕脑胀的走下楼梯.一切发生的那么快,我所有的美好愿望在一夜里消失殆尽,只剩下我孤单的背影. 我不需要怜悯,我只想找到属于自己的真爱,我认定是你,无论顶住多大的压力. 可我也是人,一个男人,困难打不倒的男人,可在这一刻,在压力与打击同时砸向我的时候,我真的感到头晕,感到站不稳,我想让你来搀扶一下,可是你在他身边. 我总相信奇迹会发生,这次也不例外.奇迹真的会发生吗?只有你能告诉我. May 23 中国足球,丢球可忍,丢人不可忍在英国漂泊2年了,我对中国足球的关注从来就没间断过.国家队和俱乐部赛事,只要有时间,场场不落.朋友们总笑我,在英国看个冠军杯,看个英超难道不比看中超,看亚冠强?我说不然,中国足球水平虽不高,但是总有强大的那一天,中国足球的强大离不开球迷的支持.我是北京国安的球迷,国安输了比赛我可以一天不吃饭,但前提是国安尽力了,水平不如对手,输球了没什么,下次努力就好,不能接受的是对待比赛态度的消极.亚冠联赛小组赛结束了,中超四强全军覆没,很让我痛心.但是死也分个死法.国安,泰达和上海申花不管输赢,每场比赛场上球员都尽力了,球输了,我们可以抱怨裁判,抱怨自己球员水平太低,但这就是中国足球的真实水平,没什么丢人的,就像男篮输给美国,希腊一样. 可是山东鲁能不同,他没有出线完全是让人不能接受,小组赛最后一轮只要客场打败印尼的业余球队就能出线.按实力讲赢3,4个正常的很.但是鲁能输了,2:4,以让人看了想吐的方式输了比赛,输球输人.不要抱怨天气太热,人家印尼人也没有随身背着空调,不要抱怨双线作战太疲劳,你们职业球员吃的就是这碗饭. 从2:0领先,到30分钟连丢4个,崩盘一样失利.作为一个有着18年球龄的"老"球迷,我真的看不懂鲁能丢球的方式,他们是职业球员,失误确比业余球员更业余.周围5米没人逼抢,鲁能后卫可以直接把球传给对方前锋,然后故意让对方把自己过掉,追也不追一下,直接留给对方个空门. 没有证据,我不敢说这是假球,但把这个定义为问题球毫不为过.据说赛后鲁能队员间出现内讧,数名队员指责一W姓球员赌球,没有证据,我们不敢下定论,但是至少无风不起浪吧. 假球,赌球,黑哨,这些刺眼的名词似乎在这几年一直伴随着中国足球.不是中国的足球不够强,如果不够强就不会出现国安把日本球队压在半场死守,就不会出现泰达把澳洲人踢的没有脾气,也不会出现申花把高丽棒子玩的抽筋倒地,而是一些场外因素一直在左右这比赛,这些场外因素一次次的让我们的球队丢球丢人.我只想问那某些球员,你们的良心在哪里,你们的职业素养在哪里,我作为一个球迷,不要求中国球员的素养像英国德国的球员那么高,我仅仅希望他们把足球踢的像足球,是足球.丢球了,球迷继续支持你,丢人了,对不起,我们支持真正的汉子,不支持良心让狗吃了的杂种. April 18 很好听的一首歌JESSICA SIMPSON - When You Told Me You Loved Me Once Doesn't mean anything to me Come Show me the meaning of complete Where Did our love go wrong Once we were so strong How can I go on? When you told me you loved me Did you know it would take me the rest of my life to get over the feeling of knowing A dream didn't turn out right When you let me believe that you weren't complete Without me by your side how could I know That you would go That you would run Baby, I thought you were the one Why Can't I just leave it all behind I Felt passion so bright that I was blind Then Something made me weak Talking in my sleep Baby, I'm in so deep and you know I believed When you told me you loved me Did you know it would take me the rest of my life to get over the feeling of knowing A dream didn't turn out right When you let me believe that you weren't complete Without me by your side how could I know That you would go That you would run Baby, I thought you were the one Your lips Your face Something that time just can't erase Find my heart Could break All over again When you told me you loved me Did you know it would take me the rest of my life to get over the feeling of knowing A dream didn't turn out right When you let me believe that you weren't complete Without me by your side how could I know That you would go That you would run Baby, I thought you were the one January 15 冒个泡拖着疲惫的身体从办公室回来了,这几天忙着复习那门SB 高级计量经济学,又难又多,据说去年最高才给65分, 这个PHD没事考什么试啊,真是的. 似乎我有2个月没来写东西了, 期间发生了不少事,有的能说,有的还是不说了. 不公平的事多了,现在也慢慢习惯了. 在国外,中国人之间好人难当,坏人称王, 互相骗来骗去,真的让我很失望.算了,以后再说吧, 对于过去的事我是不记仇的, 但是对于以后,我还是多加个心眼的好. October 29 sthSometimes, I have to say sth i dont really want to say, and pretend to be smiling, pretend to be happy. Sometimes, sth unexpected occured, then I found it that it's fucking good. It will be over when I get what I'm pursuing, but since nothing ideal I have got by now, let me enjoy the fucking unexpected holly shit in a dizzy mood.
All my Greek friends are amazing, so happy to meet them in Cardiff. |
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